The medicine is effecting you you seem substantially less interested in me. I don’t understand. But I know its good for you. It sucks that everyone who ever becomes romantically involved with me feels the dire need to change. You just aren’t who you used to be. No one is.
I can actually feel myself becoming more and more detached from Ben. Which is incredibly unhealthy. Do what makes you better right? I’m trying to stay interested but 2 1/2 months after our first date and thats it. I’ve tried to imply we do things every now and then but there’s no effort on his side. Let’s go on a date or do this or do that it ends up with we can’t or maybe later. I just want to know this is going somewhere. It obviously isn’t.